Because sometimes people can be complete assholes and just stop talking to you entirely, out of the blue, and no matter what you try and do, they reject your existence and pretend like you aren't there.
Meh, it didn't come out as well as it sounded in my head... ;_; it had more of an impact when I was thinking about the idea. But oh well.
I couldn't stay silent any more.
It's been about a year now since I had to break off my last relationship via Facebook message because the guy refused to talk to me. Just stopped texting me, and wouldn't return my calls, and I caught him playing games on Facebook one time and he told me he'd just been sick and then logged off. I don't have the time, patience, or emotional capacity to put up with that kind of crap so I was forced to send him a Facebook message letting him know that we were over. He never replied. Ever.
I was already over him, but it just... hurt that I wasn't worth enough for him to even respond to, you know?
"Preview image doesn't belong to me, but silence feels like a monster to me so I thought it was more than fitting."
^^ See? Never claimed it as my own. So please stop telling me I stole it, I just had no idea where it originally came from. But now I do, so I can give proper credit!
Silence is also like chains upon oneself, if no one helps to remove it, it will soon becomes too strong to break or worse it binds thy voice so you can no longer speak, imprisoned by the silence ever more~ Your poem is awsome and speaks truth, something many try to chain in itself
"Fools!" said I. "You do not know, silence like a cancer grows. Hear my words that I might teach you, take my arms that I might reach you." But my words, like silent raindrops, fell... And echoed in the wells of silence...
And I'm sorry that happened, relationships can just be so rocky sometimes xP but if she never really cared, then in the end it's for the best that it ended I suppose. I just wish the endings were a bit less suckish >.>
Thank you so much! x) And it's alright. I'm over it, I've actually found someone new too! But even though I'd been over him for a while, that sting of how things ended still stuck with me, and this poem finally seemed to give me a sense of closure, I guess since it was the first time I just honestly admitted to myself that it hurt >.>
Aww, thank you! x) And haha, that sounds interesting. I used to be a lone-wolf type, but that pretty much changed once I got into high school because my best friend was an outgoing socialite and dragged me into popularity xD so I kinda have both sides of the spectrum, I don't mind being on my own, but I also don't mind being around a bunch of people (well, unless they're strangers >.>)
omg Sin what have you created?! xD all this controversy!
but in all srsness, I like the poem :3 and if I remembered what he said his dA name was, I'd totally send him a link to this and be all "NOW ERR'BODY KNOWS YOU'S A BITCH ASS MOTHA-FUCKIN' CUNT WAFFLE" but unfortunately I have forgotten what it was. if only Twilight were still up, I could go back but I think it's still closed down ;-;
I KNOW RIGHT? AND IT WAS PRACTICALLY OVERNIGHT. I could become famous if I just neglected to specify a resource on all my things! xD
And thanks~ o3o means a lot since you were like, there during it. But omg I know right? I can't believe how I totally forgot it, because I definitely commented to him and on his things and stuff, so it should be somewhere xP but honestly I don't care enough to waste my time looking for him. I'd love to snoop and laugh at how miserably he has been failing at life since then, but only if it was easily accessible xD
that's so fantastic xD but hey. any PR is good PR right? whether it was for positive or negative reasons, it still got you out there. i wonder if you made front page?! :0 and neither of us ever saw it, lol. would suck so much.
but yeah you're right, don't waste your time hunting his lame ass down. if anything he's probably the one stalking you. and read this, and is all "HURRDURR IS DIS ABOUT ME OMG".
should have included something about a small penis. that's always a nice jab.
True grit, bro. And inorite? The first time I evah make first page, and it's with a random poem I wrote on the back of a receipt and I wasn't online for the next two days to even see it. That would be my luck~ xD
LMAO. I should randomly add that in as the last line. "Oh and you had a small penis." Because that doesn't make it slightly awkward at all... xD
xD indeed. And talks about how great and sensitive of a guy he is and that he has no clue why girls don't just throw themselves on him, fufufu~ It's alright. It's a part of life, I suppose. You gotta lose some to win, right? xP
I love both the poem and the picture. Everyone pretty much ignored my existance for most of my years at school. They were the worst years of my life. I became a total bookworm because in my mind I would be able to see and hear whatever fantasy I wanted, and it kept the silence at bay.
Thank you! And aww, I'm sorry to hear that. That's how middle school was for me, but luckily I was best friends with a really loud, social, and outgoing friend who got me into a bunch of different social circles in high school~ xD otherwise I'd probably have been pretty nonexistent there too.
Yeah, in my last year of high school I became best friends with a girl I knew who'd graduated a year before me. She's not a social butterfly either, but she's a fantastic friend. I couldn't have asked for better. We're still best friends, and it's been four years now. ^.^
Well that's awesome! <3 I've known my bff since 4th grade, lol. We didn't see each other too much in middle school but once we got to high school we were like inseperable~ or rather, she insisted on bringing me everywhere because she refused for me to be unknown xD
It's friends like those that make them so much more important than some silly douche boyfriend. <3
One of the best things about my BFF Middie is that she lives just a couple of roads away, about a 20 minute walk. On more than one occassion I've had a huge fight with my parents or an emotional breakdown, and wound up walking to her place trailing an overnight bag.
Once, I camped at her house for three straight weeks, during the school winter holidays, because my parents changed their minds at the last minute about letting me study abroad. Middie just gave me smarties and sat with me on her bed until I stopped hyperventilating. Then, she put me to bed even though it wasn't even dark outside yet. She's always known just what I needed. She's worth a million Facebook friends. ^.^
x3 Aww, now that's a good friend! My two best friends both live within 10 minutes (drive-time) from me, and there have been several times where one of them texts me from my driveway because she was fighting with her parents, and I've even driven to their houses after a fight or walked there from school because I didn't want to go home~ I feel so lucky to have such close friends, they're like the most valuable things in life! <3
I know that feel D: I've had friends that just completely ignore me, for no reason at all, and just act like I don't exist. Now I feel like people who treat you like that aren't worth agonizing over...
Aw, sorry to hear that! I've had friends do that too. I never understood why they couldn't at least acknowledge my existence or just talk to me and let me know if I did something or if they have a problem.
XarcaneApotheosisXFeatured By OwnerJun 4, 2012Hobbyist General Artist
I freakin loved this! <3 I think I'll have to check out some of your other work And I've been in that situation numerous times, and very recently too... In my opinion, if they can't even find the time to say hello, how are you?, then they aren't worth the time... I wish you luck in your future endeavors, and I hope to see even more great works by you!
It's alright, don't feel bad~ <3 I'm over it now but it's just always bothered me that there was no resolution. Writing this out was my attempt at closure and trying to kill that last little bad feeling once and for all! But it certainly helps to know that so many people can sympathize and know what this feels like! <3